Outside team would be in the midst of bathing already. In the dark. In philippines, the sky at 6.30 would be dark already. Unlike singapore, which is still so bright. I am still trying to get use to the boring sg life. I want my life to be very packed, at least it would not feel like I am wasting my time away.

I feel that I've grown a lot and thought a lot during the trip. I don't think I have reflected so much ever in my life. And there were a lot of good habits that I've cultivated during the trip, like sleeping as early as 10pm and eating my meals on time. although its 5 meals a day.

Had a lot of conditions towards the end of the trip. My left foot is swollen now. But at least, I am able to walk properly now! Unlike the 3rd day of the bite where I have to limp around the whole day. But its still damn itchy now. And my mother doesn't want to bring me to the doctor. =.=

and and on the last day, blood literally squirted out from my lower lips. LOL. bled for damn long and a lot of blood was lost. at least from what I saw its like that. hahs. so on the last day of discussion, my foot was raised up, and i had to lie backwards to stop the blood from flowing out from my lips again. I guess that was really a funny sight. anyway, thank you all for helping me out when I was injured.

Dy mentioned something about me successfully stepping out of my comfort zone in singapore. I don't really understand this part actually. Apparently, I don't feel so. I wanted to ask but I wasn't able to because of my lips which was still bleeding at the time he was talking about me. so anyone who sees the point too wants to enlighten me??

And I've learnt some stuff about myself, for example, I am not really willing to clear up misunderstandings. Whenever people misunderstood me, I'll just let it be and tries to forget about it. or maybe wait for people to help me clear it up. I will never take the initiative to do it. but I think, I will start to take the initiative to clear the misunderstandings whenever they happen to me.

I want to see a doctor about my foot. At least I'll feel more secure. bleahhh.

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